HERE'S THE THING...

i want to tell you about my weekend..thing is im too lazy to type everything...sooo im gunna just copy paste what my sister typed and blogged about cuz it's pretty much the same thing?

hey so as of yesterday i am now 18 =) yay for me. LOL.
happy bday justin TODAY.


wow i still cant believe im 18.  iono it hasnt hit me yet. these past few days have been stressing. im hell thankful i actually reached 18 .. it may not sound like a lot of years but actually its hella memories to me. damn i still cant believe ray isnt here anymore. i have so much guilt and burden over my shoulders have his death. his death made me realize so much.. how selfish i am and how much disrespect i have .. anyways. RIP ray [ sept. 29 2006 5 AM ]. thanks for making me realize what a true friend is.

so on a brighter note im at justins house cuhs of his bday and no one is here yet. i went to jackson yesterday and i went with all boys! jeesh. but it was fun though. patrick won 100 gilbert won 350 and buck won close to 400 hmm how much did i win? .. NOTHING. i  was down 10. HAHAHA. oh well playing the nickel machines was fun. =) and my dad bought me lotto scratchers. i won one free ticket. HAHA. hey it was fun. hmm i went out to eat with the rents before jackson at this japanese place called arigatos. damn.. mmm YUM. esp. if all sushi rolls are half off. HAHA. whoo.
 finish later.

OH: ok so ya i guess i saw maryanne too

HAPPY BURTHDAY to SESTUR aka CANDY!!!!

OK SO noveshien's practice was fun, haircut was fun, SUPER SAC WIT IT was fun (congrats to everyone that performed cuz you guys where literally super sac), and candy's birthday was fun..all in all fun..

SO YA crazy ending to my night...a random guy comes up to me..turns out he's a retired yankee's baseball player..saw his ring and everything..then looked him up and ya its him..saw him in a gas station but ya his wallet was stolen and his wife was scared cuz a whole bunch of people were messing with her around her car..sooo i gave them the 10 dollars they needed for gas to get home to oakland...i dunno if they're gunna use it for gas but whatever i feel good...money is just money to me...i dont see it as something i need to keep for myself...ya you need money to survive in the world but looking at what i have: friends, family, more friends, a house, car, important stuff..i dunno im blessed enough, im not trippin over a few bucks...i feel good is all im sayin

hope that guy makes it back to oakland..

I stepped on a cockroach today...not my greatest highlight of the day

I explain: "So i put my foot down and i felt something move..i lifted it up and a cockroach was moving around."

My sister say: "Your feet are so dirty a cockroach was born."

My mom says: "A cockroach was playing under your foot?"

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"I think they meant it
when they said you can't buy love
Now I know you can rent it
a new lease you were my love
on life, all my life."

haha ya i was watching RENT today and that line stood out..

sooo ya anyone on xanga my heart is up for lease so if anyone wants to rent it let me know hahaha

i feel naked...i need a phone fast...i always reach into my pocket as if it were to magically appear...but it doesnt..sucks butt.

i wanna call hella people..i dunno who but when i get my phone expect one..

question..? why do good things happen to bad people??

some jerk out there has my phone..if and when i find them imma..probably ask for my phone back..and if all else fails..just buy a new phone..ya cant handle confrontations sorry..it's not the slvr i miss..i just need a phone in general...not the kind of person that needs a hella nice phone...just need a phone..whoever has my SLVR just gimme your old phone..im not tripping thank you for your time and consideration.

Take The Lead..that America's Top Model girl on there is hella fine...no joke..never realized it watching the series then i watched the movie..good movie..good dancing..good girl...mixing hip hop with salsa is ingenious..i shall try this now.